Process !

dignified goals/aims --- everyone's needs are isolated... they revolve around themselves... but they fail to understand that 'failures are part of an on-going process of success'... many deny to accept this bitter trust... which is an integral part of a process involving the eradication of straggle for existence... they mercifully demand to change the path to themselves in darkened nights won't evolve the endangered needs of existence... they need to be looked upon in the angle which many neglect... the angle far from self-delusional, self-exaggerated, comfort of denial, self-deceptive... the angle of truth and the angle which can provide the power to accept the truth...

Process --- Process is the only eternally entrapped part of human satisfaction...dreaming/hoping/aiming of achievement/success is an integral part which isn't to be hogged upon frequently...
Many mystically erode the required concentration towards the path and the journey... in their ignorant move they knowingly or unknowingly trip themselves into darkness... then the path which they choose is known along with the destination, but without any directions to read... they only travel their journey towards success... the whole process is darkened due to simple and negligible mistakes... when they reach, their anguish knows no boundaries... the result they ever dreamt of won't reveal and their travel ends in a misery to live with...
Process is the most important part which needs devotional concentration... the every step is a learning experience...

The process one has chosen to eliminate the straggle will/should lead him/her to desired destination only if he/she conquests the entrapped greed for success...


will add more to this post someday...

Mystical past/present/future…

Unrefined wildly hogged upon fancy dreams of past are strangling the feet of present to let the remains be eaten up by shadows…

The path which one followed will hunt him/her till eternity… is it natural, or the truth which we as human beings believe and relieve on to… if its treated as a mystery then what is the path which will lead to solution/s…

There are many questions which can’t have an absolute solution but then again who want to be a NOBODY in this imperfect world…

Mystery… yes past is sometimes a mystery… how it happened?

The fact/s are always hidden somewhere deep inside… his/her soul is the only witness… sometimes access is denied by his/her own selfish soul which is afraid of the virgin truth… the truth which may lead to his/her external as well as internal change…

Sometimes the truth is unspoken and other times its loud ‘n clear but without any noise… sometimes the image which truth creates is delusional if read and understood by the outer world… the mystery isn’t solved until his/her soul releases the enlightened beam of understanding of the past in connection with the present circumstances to his/her material-SELF… it is like a puzzle with needs an co-ordination of inner and outer self of any person who’s will to find solution enchants for it…

Future isn’t a blissful dream if your past and present resided in a mystical events which are left unsolved… future never reveals itself under any sign such as ‘beware’ or something… one’s common instinctive senses are to be used in a process… its not at all hard to predict an outcome if he/she understood the past events and solved those mystical puzzles… future will reveal itself…

Being true to oneself under immense pressure to continue with illusionally cultivated path of righteousness is the visible solution to one’s mystical past/present/future...

unSAID !!!

Long Long back...
I was at a bus-stand to drop my friends who was going to his college hostel after a long vacation... We were there early, having fun, chatting and were roaming around...
Then suddenly... I saw her... my heart beats accelerated & I felt some kind of cool wave running through my body... she was leaving the city only to return once for a while... I wasn't able to gather any courage which one require to say golden words for years... At that moment I left like, I will say it or at least do something to pass those feeling over which I had trapped inside me... Seeing her I always felt the unknown joy which made me forget everything... She looked at me and instantly knew that I was upto something... I walked towards her to reach, to hold, to say, to let my feelings flow... but then I returned back... this I did for at least 4-5 times... My friend was just watching me and shouting on me... as always he was expecting me to do something...
Her eyes said lot of things... they were always her EYEs which spoke and I answered with mine... this time She was waiting for me to act... or may be that was just an ILLUSION... my fear was I might embarrass her OR my action/s might HURT her... or AS many MANY many say the fear of refusal was too greater for me to accept and that lead to my silence...
After a hour or so... I took a piece of paper and wrote 'best of luck for your future' where as I was suppose to write those golden words... my hand was ordered to move to write those golden word and heart was waiting to see those word on that piece of paper and my mind commanded to write those words... BUT I still don't know why I couldn't write those golden words...
I didn't even gave that note to her by myself... driver got it and the conductor gave her the note... when she got the note there was something in her eyes... she was expecting something more... I was embarrassed...

Till date I regret that moment... and MANY like those moments which I came across...

"Angelic path & Devilish path - Who is to be BLAMED?"

Both ANGEL and DEVIL reside inside one's self...
But the love and truthfulness for any one of them will cure ones curse forever...
CURSE --- what is curse?

Curse can be one's failure to secure aspirations to achieve something, as in this modern world of selfishness... as a person is known by what he/she has achieved and not for what he/she has done to achieve THAT...

The truth is hidden inside the BELIEVER...
Artificially created sacramental grace to inwardly accept the path of an angel or of a devil if leads to his/her achievement, then the path is not to be blamed but rather the ONE who walks is to be held guilty...



nothing new... just a new twist to what already exist...

"Death shouldn't be something to be afraid of either."

I agree with this LINE... Why i agree... yes I don't believe in AFTERLIFE kind of stuff...

I don't believe in any god or any religion but I also don't forget to respect the God or the Religion... I respect the belief of others... Death is the end result of LIFE... and the entity we call LIFE comprises of many some entities or phases of LIFE... those phases of LIFE teach us a lot and then we try and implement them. We are taught from our childhood to live happily or to do things which are related to LIFE and we are left in a dark about DEATH. We see all the sorrow which is embraced to DEATH and that leads to a FEAR. Now FEAR is not about the DEATH or the PAIN which the person suffers while his/her DEATH. Its the FEAR of LOSE, it can be anything FEAR of losing MOTHER or FATHER or BROTHER or his/her CAR or MONEY earned or WATCH somebody whom or anything which you ever LOVED or CARED for. Also FEAR is for NO-RETURN of the person who is DEAD... There is only 1 in a billion... may be LESS, such kind of person who has nothing to FEAR FOR... Now I have used the word 'FOR'... FOR is related to LOSS and not the PAIN which is related to physical PAIN... We are humans and DEFEAT is the word that destroys many thoughts of TRUTH... TRUTH about LIFE is viewed differently by different PEOPLE and if somebody says him/her that what you believed all your life is just a LIE he feels the PAIN of the TRUTH against his LIE or belief... That is when he/she starts to prove that your TRUTH may be TRUE but my LIE is what all he/she has got and they want to LIVE with that... So that MEANS I am a big FOOL and I will be.. unless you start to accept some BITTER TRUTHs of LIFE you cannot understand the means of "Death shouldn't be something to be afraid of either."

hey guys... if i am WRONG i am... that is what I have LEARNED so far from LIFE... may be will LEARN more...